i thought i cn win and beat her.
i thought i had alrdy won.
tt was all jut my thought.
i have lose.
i lose my placement and positon.
i'm sad,hurt and angry .
FUCK YOU!
i try to did so mani things and the result was bad.
wt have i done wrong.
wt have i realli done wrong.
why iszit so unfair to me.
FUCK YOU !!
i had try my very best.
why am i still lose to her.
FUCK YOU !!
i had done so much.
i still cant gt to the top.to the highest point.
FUCK YOU !!
you cant stand in my heart.bt u cn only replace her.
FUCK FUCK !!
i hate it i hate it .
all i have done was it a waste?
5 yrs 5 yrs 5 yrs .
WHAT THE HELL !!
argh is killing me . T.T
i realli thought i won her . i realli thought.
bt in the end i'm not.
y am i in this world .
i cant understand.
i dun realli understand.

now everything i do is meaningless.
no use no use .
i cant win her.
even if i die . i still cant win.
everything is meaningless
everything is meaningless
i'm nt gd at where?
why cant i win .
why cant i win.
why should i suffer.
i dun have any placement nor position.
i'm cn only replace HER and nt stayed in there.
if anything happen .
i wont make ur life easy .
i say it . i'll do it .

i'm silly,i'm stupid
put my whole heart in.
anyway i'm jut a replacement.
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU !!


all my effort and hardwrk have gone.
all gone to the rubbish bin.
i think so.
right this moment i feel lyk leaving here
go to some place tt no one cn find me
simply MIA in this world .
i'm tired.realli tired.

all my dreams and hope have gone.
dun dare of thinking anything.
ASSHOLE ! FUCK YOU !

Madeline ; Manxuan
Currently FINISHED studying at MDIS - Dipolma in Travel , Tourism & Hospitality
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